My big announcement…

February 8th, 2010

Thought I’d try to lighten things up a bit here.

I’m moving. Yes, again.

This time, its for good. The hubs and I are buying our first house. We are hoping to have the keys in about 3 weeks, but we shall see. Escrow scares me, and I’m almost afraid to get excited even though I know everything looks really good.

The house is in the hills, 2800 sq ft, 5 bed, 4 bath, and sits on almost 7 acres. It is everything we have ever wanted in a house, and then some.  It feels as though God had it built just for us. His hand has been in this from the very beginning, and it has been an honor to watch. I’ll be able to re-introduce “The Hen House” and “Life started in a Garden” categories soon, hopefully, which greatly excites me.

The entire experience is a testament to how much easier things are when you let God handle them. Everything has fallen into place so beautifully, and I’m still baffled by the fact that we’re *in escrow* on a house…and we didnt even WANT to buy a house until about a month ago, out of nowhere. Six days after we both voiced this desire to one another, we had an offer in on our dream house. The affirmations have come exactly when we needed to see them, and all hiccups have been resolved in less than 24 hours. Its just been remarkable. I am excited to see what else God will do with the house once we’re up there. I know He’s got a plan, and I cant wait to see what it is!

An expose’ on The Hopeful Housewife: aka I’ve had too much time to think.

February 7th, 2010

I’ve fogged up my blog.

I am easily distracted and often times, share too much.

When God took me through the wearing of dresses and headcovering, I was better off keeping it to myself. Really, there was no reason to share it here, but its easy to get caught up in the “A week in modest dress” blog *festivities*, and want to participate with people who share the same convictions as you. So many of the “Adventures” God has taken me on are lonely ones, and I find myself wanting to find a village…a tribe…a group that I can relate to.

The problem there is that I’m missing the point. I dont need to seek other women, I need to seek companionship with Jesus. Sharing some of the convcitions and lessons here has only served to make my point(s) here fuzzy.

Because I have done this, I feel the need to clarify my thoughts on these matters.

I’ll start here:

I am a visual learner. God tends to teach me through visual, hands on experiences. It is not uncommon to get answers to prayer in my dreams…in visual form (obviously). So, here’s a semi-confession: God originally asked me to wear dresses several years ago. It was after I had done a lot of work in the local music scene, and had really sort of conformed to the dress and lifestyle of the industry. The bigger issue was my verbal modesty. I have a tendency to say too much, and I am often times not careful enough with the things I say. Wearing dresses served as a visual reminder of who I was supposed to be…and that I represent God in all that I do. I equated it to having a Jesus fish decal on your car. Driving like a jerk and flipping the bird to the guy who cut you off on the highway is contradictory to the Jesus decals and bumper stickers we often have on our vehicles, isn’t it? Perhaps having these symbols of faith on our cars helps hold us accountable? Maybe, maybe not. For me, it does. Its that whole visual learner thing I suppose.

I have NEVER said that I think dresses/skirts are the only biblical way for a Christian woman to dress. I have never said that it makes me a better Christian, or that its a sin to wear pants. On the contrary, I often find myself a bit jealous of the Christian women who dont need the harsh lessons that I seem to, lol!  The headcovering was a simple extension on His lesson for me. It is not something I do all the time (notice I only posted 2 days of pics) but it is something that works well for me when I am struggling with submissiveness in general. I dont mean towards my husband necessarily, but just in general. Maybe thats the wrong word. I think its more about humility for me.

To further complicate matters, I have struggled with body dismorphia for over 15 years. The “adventure in modest dress” that I have taken with God has really helped me with some of that. It was a harsh lesson in what really matters. It was a detox for me, so to speak when appearances had become such an unhealthy aspect of my life. I dont think I’ll elaborate on this just yet. Its a very, very painful aspect of my life that I am still trying to figure out. I am, however, starting to see how God is helping me through it. Just know that when I say “dresses only” has been a helpful tool for me PERSONALLY, this is what I mean. I would never deliberately project the importance of dresses on anyone else deliberately. Perhaps my mistake here has been the simple seeking of what I thought were “like minded” women, when really, it wasnt ever about being like minded in the first place. It has always been about what God was trying to teach ME, not an overall movement of sorts. I am not trying to debate what the Bible says about what modest dress. I honestly have no desire to do that. I simply want to clarify what has been weighing so heavily on me since I received a comment last week in a modest dress post of mine. 

I have been praying for clarity, trying to make sense of things. Here is what I know…and it is all I know for now. I’m human, I have major faults, and God is working on me. I also know that I will never be perfect, and sometimes vulnerability really stinks.

It’s that exact vulnerability that I am attempting to have here. I want to get back on track, and away from anything that will lead people to believe I am a believer of things I am not. There are many blogs out there that I have been affiliated with. Blogs that have things I pick and choose from, but dont completely agree with.

My goal is to expose who I am. Who “The Hopeful Housewife” really is, and why I do the things that I do.

Today, those things were wearing jeans while watching the Super Bowl. It included drinking Pepsi, eating delivery pizza, and baking brownies that were not made from sprouted, soaked flour.

Perhaps tomorrow I’ll wear a jumper and mill some corn, but its possible that I’ll fix cold cereal for dinner too.

My point is, I’m trying. I love Nourishing Traditions. I also really love white bread and butter. I love to wear feminine, flowing dresses, but sometimes my Levi’s are the only thing I can bring myself to wear. Brewing Kombucha makes me incredibly happy, but I dont like the way it tastes. I drink it because I like the way it makes me feel, but saying I enjoy it would be a lie. I really do love serving my family, and do my best to do it well. I take great pleasure in it, and feel its my calling in life at this point…but there are days when I really want to run for the hills. I’m no Michelle Duggar, but I sure admire her. My goal every day is to walk out what God would have me do. I seek His guidance, wisdom, and companionship, but still fall short all the time.

I’m working on it folks.  I really am. I have never said anything here that wasn’t true, but I think my true purpose w/this blog was really lost along the way. My desire for a group to fit into it overshadowed so much, and for that I apologize. I hope that my words are clear, but I am not confident that they are. It may take time for complete clarity here again, but I’ll find it.

Thanks for comin’ along on *this* Adventure with me.

Dinner on the cheap: 1/24/10

January 24th, 2010

Had the yummiest tacos EVER tonight. Here’s how it broke down:

Corn masa for making tortillas (about 1.00 worth)

Head of lettuce: 1.99

Cheese (from the fridge…probably about 1.50)

bunch of cilantro: .89

3 large tomatoes: 2.00 (yeah, they were expensive)

2 lemons: 1.00

1 serrano chile: .15 cents

chopped beef: 4.00 (I think it was chopped sirloin)

Ground sirloin: 4.00

dashes of cumin, pepper, salt, chili powder and an onion (all things I had around)

Before I started on anything else, I  chopped about 1/2 a head of lettuce, 1 tomato, about 1/4 cup of fresh cilantro, and added a dash of salt and juice of 1/2 a lemon to it. I tossed this and popped it in the fridge. Then I blended 2 tomatoes, 1 chile, a scoop of minced garlic, and a dash of salt to make a simple salsa, and let that set while my mom and I prepared the rest. I fixed the sirloin ”bits” by cooking them on the comal in a dash of cumin, salt, pepper, garlic powder, and a bit of chili powder. The “juice” (aka fat) from the meat mixed with the spices made a nice little sauce. My mom prepared the ground beef with the same spices, but added chopped onion and fresh minced garlic too.

 The shells come out small when you press em’ yourself, making it a more “authentic” size, and somehow more delightful, LOL!

I put the meat, salsa, lettuce mixture, tortillas, and a few lemon wedges on the table and let everyone fix their own tacos up. I put the cheese out, which I normally wouldnt do, but my mom likes cheese in hers. ;) Good filler too, considering I was feeding 2 teenage boys tonight too! LOL!!

We served the tacos with iced tea, and a couple people (including the hubs) ate some of the lettuce mixture on its own w/a bit of salsa and meat on its own as a taco salad. It was SO SO good, and everything tasted so fresh. Mexican food is very comforting to me too, so that probably added to the appeal.

 Including the tea and ice, dinner was less than 20.00, and we fed 9 people! It was so so yummy too. Cheap dinners arent nearly as exciting when they dont taste good. :P

Adventures in modest dress 1/18/10

January 18th, 2010

Been a while since I visited this topic, but a few things have been blog-worthy lately.

Friday I went grocery shopping with my 3 kids and the 2 kids that I babysit. It was quite the adventure, and a neat glimpse into the life of a mother of five. For a bit there, I was a little sad that my brood isn’t typically that large. It was fun to have so many kids.

My girls and I were in dresses as we typically are, and I had a headband type covering on too. I guess we stood out because a woman walked up to me and said “excuse me…what church do you go to?” I had to have her repeat herself because I was so caught off guard that I literally had no idea what she’d asked. I explained to her that I haven’t found a permanent church home since moving here. She said she thought that I was going to say a pentacostal church because “those pentacostal people are so nice, and you and your family look like my old pastor’s family…and you look like such nice people. I can tell you’re nice people!” I smiled and thanked her and told her that my last couple of churches were probably considered pentacostal so she wasn’t too far off. She smiled again and as she walked away, she stopped, turned around, and said “You know what? I think that I’m gonna reconnect with my church now…go back to those nice pentacostal people.” Before I could say much more than “Well great!” She turned and walked away. I realized then that although wearing dresses is more of a personal conviction for me than a strict belief or practice, it really does make a difference to present myself in a certain manner.

On the way home from the store, the little girl I watch asked my five year old, “Why do you wear dresses everyday?” and she responded, “we just like to honor God with modesty.” and my 8 yr old chimed in, “Yea…and we like to look feminine too.” 

I dont force dresses. I dont make my girls get all dressed up every day. Some days they wear jeans or sweat suits…but as they get older, I’ve noticed that they have a definately personal preference…and seem to really understand the reason behind why *I* dress the way I do. I’m rather quiet about my “dress code” with my girls, really only emphasizing modesty to them, because I wanted THEM to find what sort of attire works for them. I wanted them to seek out God and The Word and find what they believed to be the way for them. I’m sure a great deal of why they dress the way they do is because they are little versions of me, but my 5 yr old giving such an answer to her friend says a lot too.

What fun it is to be a girl. What joy there is in femininity…and what an honor to enjoy it all in the name of God.

Adventures in Nourishing Traditions 1/18/10

January 18th, 2010

Had the most delicious and unconventional dinner tonight! It was also quite NT friendly.

We had:

deviled eggs made w/homemade mayo, mustard, salt, pepper, and crushed red pepper flake. My husband makes the most amazing deviled eggs. The homemade mayo reaaaaalllly makes a difference!! The mayo is from the nourishing traditions cookbook.

We ate our eggs w/ak-mak crackers (whole wheat crackers that are amazing), organic spring mix salad w/the nourishing traditions balsamic dressing recipe, and yogurt “smoothies” made with homemade full fat yogurt, a splash of pomegranite/blueberry juice, a bit of orange juice, and ice. I sweetened it a bit with vanilla and agave nectar. I dont know what made it such a fantastic dinner, but it just hit the spot. It all tasted so, I dunno…pure?

I think maybe it tasted so amazing because the hubs helped so much.

Ok, its time for a new episode of “Confessions of a homemaker.”

I cannot hard boil eggs to save my life. No matter what “tips and tricks” I read, I can never, ever, ever get the shells to peel properly. On the off chance that I get the shells off well, it never fails; the yolks aren’t done. My name is Andrea, and I’m a hard-boiled egg failure.

The hubs, on the other hand, makes amazing hard boiled eggs, and even better deviled eggs. He was so eager to help, which was just too sweet. At one point, he sat at the table watching me eat. I stopped and said “what” surely looking quite bewildered. He giggled and said he was just happy that he could make something that I enjoyed eating. I swear, that boy can turn anything into a greeting card moment.

It was so nice to have a successful NT meal after our breakfast attempt failed so miserably. I tried the NT dutch baby recipe, and it was a flop for me. Not sure why, but perhaps I’ll give it another go some other day. Lunch, quite simply, was anti-NT. We had ramen noodles. Its what the girls wanted, and I found myself enticed by them as well. Sometimes I just have to have a packet of that nasty stuff…perhaps just to remember why I never eat it. Ha!

Tomorrow is a new day, and I look forward to finding something new to make…and maybe eating something not so pure. ;)

Eatin’ on the cheap: A complete menu

January 18th, 2010

My menu for the next two weeks is as follows:

Breakfasts: (7 different ones, x2)

All breakfasts will be served with yogurt and fruit smoothies.

Buttermilk pancakes (nourishing traditions style)

French toast

Bagels w/ strawberry cream cheese (both homemade)

malt-o-meal (or other farina type cereal) w/honey, brown sugar, cinnamon, and a dash of maple syrup!

Sourdough waffles

homemade granola bars

scrambled eggs and toast

Lunches: (again, 7 of them x2)

All lunches will be served with banana, apple and/or oranges. :)

Chicken salad sandwiches w/homemade mayo

homemade mac n cheese

bean burritos

homemade pizza

chicken tacos/tostadas

soup and sandwiches (I’ll take requests on the sandwiches, and the soup will probably be potato)

chicken fiesta salad with chips (minus the jalapeno)

Dinner:

Deviled eggs made w/fresh mayo and crackers. Organic green salad w/homemade balsamic dressing-tonights dinner.

Chile Rellenos (this was actually last night) with brown rice. A friend came over w/the ingredients and taught me how to make them, so technically, this was free for us!

Other meals on our menu this week:

Turkey patties, bread, salad, brown rice

Sandwiches: Grilled cheese and chicken, served with cold couscous salad

Pasta w/pesto sauce, salad

refried beans, rice, homemade tortillas, and avocado slices

beans and scrambled eggs with homemade corn tortillas, fresh salsa

Hummus, whole wheat sesame crackers, balsamic salad, couscous (we’ll probably do this one 2 or 3 times)

Turkey dinner! I have a turkey in the freezer that I should thaw and cook. I’ll serve it with typical holiday fixin’s. This will likely be a Sunday meal.

Turkey salad sandwiches w/basil mayo and chocolate smoothies made with agave nectar. Mmmm…

Cornish game hens from the deep freeze with yogurt sauce, salad, and flat bread (homemade)

Ground turkey albondigas w/tortillas and beans

This will feed us for roughly two weeks (figuring we’ll have leftovers a couple times), and including breakfasts and lunches (which are very similar to last week’s), I spent just over 75.00 for groceries for the entire two week menu. I had most of the meat in the freezer, and really wanted to use up what we had hangin’ around the pantry and in the fridge.

I’m gonna try to get some pics of the meals up this week..

Adventures in “Nourishing Traditions”

January 14th, 2010

I LOVE this cookbook ya’ll. LOVE IT.

I have had so much fun learning new kitchen techniques, and have really enjoyed tasting some fun stuff!

The last two days, we’ve had pancakes out of the cookbook.

2 cups flour (they say fresh ground kamut or spelt, but I use whatever I have) One day it was spelt, another just plain ol’ white bread flour. Whatever. Yeah, I know white flour is from the devil…but sometimes you gotta do what you can.

2 cups buttermilk (I use home “brewed” buttermilk)

Soak the flour in the buttermilk for 12-24 hours

In the morning, add 2 gently beaten eggs, 2 tbsp melted butter (I didnt have any butter this morning and used oil), 1 tsp baking soda, 1/2 tsp salt, and enough water to make it the consistency you like. I also add 2 tsp vanilla and about 1/8-1/4 cup organic sugar.

They make tasty pancakes, really. I am so happy with the results. :)

Buttermilk is easy to make, by the way. To 1 qt milk, add 2 tbsp store bought buttermilk. Leave it covered lightly overnight on the counter, and in the morning, the whole thing is buttermilk. Always make this in a glass container!!

Once you have your buttermilk made, you can just use your homemade buttermilk as a starter….a little tip too: If you add 4 TBSP of buttermilk to a pint size container of half and half, and leave it out covered overnight, it turns into sour cream! ;)

 This method of eating does take some extra planning, but I am loving the results. Dont see myself eating organ meats anytime soon, but its a fun journey anyway. LOL!

Dinner on the cheap: 1/12/10

January 12th, 2010

I am loving your ideas and tidbits on frugality ladies. Keep em’ comin’! :)

Thought I’d break down today’s menu for ya, including our dinner on the cheap tonight!!

breakfast was spelt pancakes w/homemade (fake) maple syrup and chocolate ovaltine. I had all the ingredients on hand: whole wheat bread flour, spelt flour, baking powder, salt, sugar (ok, wait, I didnt have sugar, so I used powdered sugar), eggs, oil, milk, and of course, syrup.

Lunch was homemade whole wheat/spelt sourdough with turkey pepperoni and apples.

Dinner is more homemade sourdough  w/homemade basil mayo (I have mayo leftover from dh making deviled eggs last night that needs to be used!), topped with butterflied chicken breasts breaded in italian breadcrumbs and panko breadcrumbs, pan fried in olive oil…mozzarella cheese, and topped w/a  bit more basil mayo, then oven toasted, to make tasty sandwiches. I am going to serve this up with twice baked potatoes and freshly juiced beets, carrots, kale, broccoli, apples, tangerines that will be blended with ice and vanilla yogurt. I am realllly looking forward to dinner tonight, I must admit. I had everything in the pantry for all the meals today, and they were all things that I either bought on my last grocery trip (that was less than 100.00 you may remember) or things that were actually leftover from the trip before that.

How about you ladies? Whats for dinner?

Money Saving Challenge!

January 9th, 2010

Care to join me??  I think its time for a grocery challenge. :) We’re all trying to save money these days, and I thought I’d throw in my 2 week grocery bill and how I did it.

 My bill this week (for about 2 weeks) was right around 100.00. 80.00 of it was done at the grocery store, but the majority of my produce was purchased at the local swap meet (the cherry auction for locals.)

About 25 of that went to non-food items. I bought some containers to put my bulk flours and mixes and such into. I heart Snapware by the way.

I did all of my shopping this time at WinCo (for you local gals) and took full advantage of their bulk section again. I LOVE that bulk section ladies!! LOVE IT.

The plan of attack is simple. I make a menu, using whatever is lingering in my freezer/fridge/pantry.  I then write a list along-side the menu list of all the things I need for each meal. If I have an abundance of a certain ingredient at home, I build the menu around that/those item(s).

Ok,  so here goes. I dont have my receipt in front of me, so I’m just going to review it without exact prices this time. Next time I shop I’ll save it and be more detailed.

Apples, Bananas, one mango (for the little girl I’m watching during the week), fresh basil (three bunches for pesto), 10 pound sack of potatoes,fresh honey from the “do not lift lid or bees will escape” box, blackberry honey to be exact! In the bulk section I picked up a teeny bag of pinenuts for my pesto. I did it this way because they are 19.99 a pound. I picked up roughly a half cup so I could make two batches of pesto. I also picked up about 2 or 3 pounds of semolina flour for pasta making, whole wheat bread flour, spelt flour for sourdough baking, baking soda, blueberry muffin mix ( a ton of this), cat food (yes, cat food), and pinto beans. I only needed one sack of chicken breasts from the meat dept. They were on sale for 3.50!  I had some in my freezer, along with a value pack of ground turkey, so I knew I had enough meat for the menu. I picked up 2 gallons of milk, 2 small cartons of half and half, and a little jug of coffee creamer in the dairy row. I grabbed a big can of ovaltine in the cereal aisle, skipped cereal alltogether, and moved on to the register.

At the swap meet, I bought 2 heads of cabbage, lemons, limes, tomatoes, serrano chilis, a pound of jamaica flowers, and two carne asada tacos with cilantro, lemon, and salsa. LOL!!

So just to give you an idea of how these ingredients were used this week, heres a few menu items we enjoyed:

1.) Bean tostadas: pinto beans, soaked overnight, boiled with a bit of salt and a spoonful of lard. Yes, I said lard. Deal with it people. LOL! I pulled out my tortilla press and corn masa mix and pressed out the number of tortillas I’d need and crisped them up in a bit of oil. I chopped up some cabbage, cilantro, and tomato, and tossed it with some lemon juice and a pinch of salt to top them with. I made up a batch of salsa for the week, so we had that to spice things up. Voila. Dinner.

2.) Tamales with beans. Pulled some tamales out of the freezer (we made 17 dozen on new years day), served with the leftover beans. Ta-daaa!

3.) Pesto chicken over pasta: Blended up some pesto (1/4 c toasted pine nuts, 1 bunch of fresh basil, pinch of salt, 1/4 c parm cheese and 1 cup of olive oil blended), poured it over my trusty chicken breasts, and baked it covered at 350 for about 30 minutes. I served it over homemade pasta from my semolina flour and eggs that I got from my moms chickens. :D These are the very chickens I blogged so much about a while back. Glad I still get some of the benefits, lol!

4.) fancy dancy chicken sandwiches: Canned chicken (I had 2 cans left from a costco trip a while back), drained and mixed with mayo. I made my own mayo by blending 1 room temp egg, 1 room temp egg yolk, 1 tsp dijon mustard, 1.5 TBSP lemon juice (about half a lemon) a generous pinch of salt, and 3/4 cup-1 cup olive oil. Blend the first ingredients well, then slowly add the olive oil to the blender while its running. Just like that, you have fresh mayo, and you know whats in it. :P I spread this on a piece of toasted bread, topped that with a few basil leaves and finely sliced tomatoes, added another piece of toasted bread, and then repeated the chicken and topped it again, club sandwich style. It was pretty and tasty. I think I’ll try making basil mayo next. :)

5). “Tacos Flojos” This is what Art’s grandma named this particular method of taco making. It tranlates to “lazy tacos”. Take corn tortillas (I use homemade, but she uses store bought these days), fry them in a bit of oil, and add canned chicken seasoned with a little pepper to the tortilla before folding it over to make a taco. This way, the tortilla gets cooked up, and the chicken ends up heated. This process also takes the “canned” flavor out of the chicken. We topped these with some homemade salsa from earlier in the week, and some of the cabbage/cilantro/tomato mix we had left from days before.  I think we had beans still too….

6.) Homemade mac and cheese: I had 1/2 of a big block of velveeta in the fridge, and even though that stuff lasts forever, I wanted to use it up. I had the little shells I like to use already, so my only out of pocket expense was milk and butter (oh yeah! I bought butter at winco too!) I made it this time with the whole wheat flour, (the roux I mean) and I really liked the way it turned out.  Served it with fruit and jamaica.

Tonight, we’re having deviled eggs (to use up yesterdays mayo and the eggs mom brought), soup, and sandwiches. I’ll probably make chicken noodle soup with homemade egg noodles. YUM.  Sandwiches will likely be grilled chicken and mozzarella cheese sandwiches with basil mayo (yeah I’m gonna give it a shot) on homemade spelt sourdough. Yum.

How about you? Anyone in for a challenge? You really CAN feed your family on less, but it truly does take some planning and preparation. Its so worth it though. As a homemaker, I see it as a form of respect to my husband too. I may not bring in the cash, but I can certainly stretch it, and save money for him. Its almost a form of income when you think about it. The more I save, the better!!

Have fun!

Can I just say…

December 21st, 2009

my husband is amazing. take a look at the comment he left me on my anniversary post. wish I hadn’t put on mascara today :P